la isla bonita

a small island that we've been dreaming of
where there is no pain at all
and all the dwellers live happily and love each other
there'll be no broken hearted
there'll be just a grin in every faces we see
tropical wind breezing softly 
calling our desire to enjoy the sea 
make a wish for eternal love

samba strings our ears 
plays some nifty melodies that we never want to let go 
flamenco dancer lifts up the warm night 
invites your hands to hold my waist 
while your lips are around my neck
"... te a mo , mi princincipe azul..."
hold me tight and never let me go 
then take me to the cloud nine  


morning sunshine through our window 
warmth my body in your arms
morning greetings from your lips
fill my heart with love and gladness
there'll be no tears of sadness
just tears of joy and happiness grin
we'll live forever in this joyful island
La Isla Bonita

Fly

I want to fly away to a place I feel no pain at all
Finding a new circumstances where everything's going well as I hope
I'm tired of being pedals, where everybody just step above my head to reach their goal

God may has His secret plan, but I want to know what plan He made for me
....and I want to know it right now
I don't want to wait till my time's over and just take it for granted
So I can make my own plan to face His one

I need someone who really loves me
Someone who accept me as I am and never expect more

I want to go away from this fucking life
To the better one 
Even though I have to die
Cause I never asked to be born

TERBANG

Jika bahagiamu adalah tanpaku
Kan kukepakkan sayap-sayap patahku yang pernah terbalut kasih sayangmu
Tak kan kudekati lagi pohon teduh tempat kita bercengkrama
Karena bahagiamu adalah tanpaku

Tak kusesali hari indah pertemuan itu
Karena itulah kuasa Tuhan yang mengatur jalan kita untuk bertemu
Walaupun tak indah pada akhirnya
Karena bahagiamu adalah tanpaku

Engkau adalah kopi di pagi hari
Manis ketika tak sengaja teraduk
Hitam seperti pertemuan kita yang tak pernah kau harap
Karena bahagiamu adalah tanpaku

Biar kudekap malam tanpamu dengan airmata penuh doa
Sekedar mengharap kau kembali seperti sebelum pertemuan kita
Menjadi dirimu yang hangat dan menceriakan dunia
Karena bahagiamu adalah tanpaku

Our Own Paradise

There never be accidental in life
Everything happened because it's written
I want to make a small room in your heart
To fade away yearning that always come over us
I'm not going to have control over you
I just want to have my own paradise with you

A Small Paradise made by simple Happiness

I am dreaming of a small paradise. Where I can break a leg and feel like home. A tiny place where I can find my true love and a real peace. A small paradise where my heart feel no pain at all.
I am walking around this world and mobilizes my effort just to find a piece of happiness. Until I don't know where am I and where I should be. Confused and desperate. So I decided to stop my step and take a deep breathe for a while. Try to let my burden fly away so I can start my journey back from zero. I close my eyes and think about a candle light that may enlightening my way to my destination.
I am continuing  my journey with my eyes closed. Trying to enjoy my journey and deal with many things out of my idealism. Trying to be sincere of everything's written.
I feel a simple happiness when I let everything happen by it's will. There's no more fight from my alter ego, and I feel peaceful within.
My journey is not an easy way to be, but my will strenghten every weakness. Then I arrived in a wide  green pasture. When I open my eyes.. everything seems so perfect. More than a small paradise I am longing for. 
I found my small paradise. I found my happiness. My sincerity build my simple happiness which lead my way to find my paradise

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Love comes easily from a simple gaze
Suddenly embrace my heart with a warm sensation
Tumbling down my walls and break down the rules
While there is small wound felt sore within


Love grows along simple conversation
Seasoning some jokes in the warmth of February afternoon
It's getting deeper when we dive in each other
And blow away our imagination to the place we call paradise 


Love was never so easy before
It's always contained a complicated relation between one point to another
Spread out millions of trial to faced
Made some sore wounds deep within


Love has enlighten my way to happiness
Guides my step to retrieve my life
Seize my days with gladness
Though longing is always accompanied

Bury The Hatchet

I bury the hatchet with my own self
Making compromise with my alter ego
No more fight for tonight
So I can sleep tight and see him in my dreams

I bury the hatchet with my own self
About something I call it blind faith
No more arguing true and false
So I can see  things clearly when the sunrise come


I bury the hatchet with my own self
To fight anxiety that may come 
With realistic way of thinking
So I can rest my mind from the things no need to be thought


I bury the hatchet with my own conceited
Which makes the humble suddenly vanished
Beg the conceited not overcome my humble heart
So I can accept the destiny


I bury the hatchet with my own way of life
To show me just the right direction
and stop tempting me with fake happiness
So I can move to the place where I should be


I bury the hatchet with everything that happened in my life
I don't know it was blessing or punishment
I bury the hatchet with everything's written